Happiness?

Happiness? Is that why I have sleepless nights, yearning to have a mirthful tomorrow I choose the path of difficulty in desperation to attain my bliss without any assurance of my reward Should I try to deprive it off another? for my longing for ecstasy consumes me I might as well breach the rules if

One day, I will finally break free.

Prayers and desires, awaiting for what I seek struggling to retain that hope and faith perhaps I can live the life I dream for one day, I will finally break free Find my purpose, my path figure out my eternal bliss fathom what I solicit reaching for the horizon that lies at infinity for one